that awk moment when you send someone an anon ask and you aren’t sure if you remembered to click the anon button or not
(via bowss)
Maybe I’m just going through a bump in my life, but I don’t even want to be here anymore. I feel like I’ve lost the spark I need to keep going. All week I’ve cried over the littlest things and kept to myself…2 things I never do! Maybe I’m just becoming depressed or maybe I am just done. Really though, no one seems to be bothered on whether or not I stay here. I won’t kill myself, but I just want someone to be therre for me. Someone who loves me. Especially when it comes to guys; yeah I don’t like dating, but I’m tored of guys thinking that they can try to get into my pants!!! I may have curves, big boobs and a nose ring, but I’m not some bad girl slut who’ll give you a blowjob. I don’t even like my boobs…or blowjobs. I really just want to for once in life not be the girl who is the best friend, but the one who the best friend falls in love with. I also just want to be able to smile without it being forced or thinking about death subconsciously. I feel like I’m a disappointment to myself. I don’t know; I guess I’ll just see.
